My only brother who is also my bestfriend had a son born on January 27,2011, however he was sent to heaven that same day. Cameron Antonio Gray would have been the 14th edition to my nieces and nephews, scratch that, HE IS the 14th edition to my nieces and nephews. I went to the hospital on the 28th to say my goodbyes. I cried as I held him and looked down at his little body. He was so perfect that God wanted him to be one of his Little Angels. We were told that there was a high possiblity of him not surviving the birth because his kidneys didn't develop like they should have. But my nephew did survive, he came out with his eyes open and he let out a small cry. Even though he passed shortly after that, atleast he got one good look around and with that cry he told us Hi.
RIP Cameron Antonio Gray (Little Cam Bam)
I am so sorry about your loss. I know how you feel because I also lost someone close to me. I have two brothers, but I should have three. Shortly after my mom gave birth to him he died due to heart failure. I never got to see him in person before he died, but my mom has told me countless times how cute he was.
ReplyDeleteA parent should never have to outlive his/her child. I, too, am sorry for your loss, but Cameron was a gift even though his time with you and your family was short. You may be interested in writing about infant mortality in our community or it could be too raw and sensitive of a subject at this point in your life.
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I, also, am sorry about you loss. God will take great care of him and I hope your feeling a little better.
ReplyDeleteThank you all very much!!
ReplyDeleteCecil- Sorry for the loss of your brother, my brother means the world to me and I can't imagine life without him.
Instructor Jessica- I am really passionate about child abuse and the affects it has on children during and after it occurs.
It hurts my heart to read that and I'm sorry to hear about your lost. I can't say I know how you feel because I don't. I know that must hurt really bad. It actually brought tears to my eyes to read that so I can only imagine how you and your brother felt. I never know why things like that happens to people. Anyway I'm truly sorry to hear that.
ReplyDeleteSorry for your lost. I really feel exactly where you are coming from. Sadly, I lost my brother on August 28 of last year, and it hasnt been the same since. The only thing that keeps me going is everything he told me that when he was here. Like stay focused and things of that nature. Keep you head held high. God will not put more on us that we can bare! ;)
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